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{\an8}BERNIE SIGHS

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SOMEONE SNIFFS

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Who the hell ordered the wicker
fucking coffin?

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UP TEMPO MUSIC

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Obviously, this is a very sad
day for you all.

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But it is also an opportunity...

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{\an8}to celebrate Tom's...
KNOCK ON DOOR

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{\an8}Oh, Jesus!

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{\an8}Excuse me, Father.

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They own the house.

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DOOR OPENS
Yes?

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We thought you might need
some supplies.

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There's biscuits, tea, tissues...

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Thanks, we're already doing
a shop.

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We are so sorry for your loss.

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And we're sorry that we can't
give you the house

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for the night.
The builders are coming tomorrow

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for the renovation.
They're removing him at five,

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so we've plenty of time.

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Do you mind if I just pop in...
Bye.

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DOOR SLAMS

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Sorry Father,
would you like anything?

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Tea, coffee, something stronger?

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I'm fine.

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I would just like to get to
know Tom...

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...for the sermon.
Yes.

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He was a family man, clearly.

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Absolutely.

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Though we got divorced
last year.

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Oh, I hadn't realised.

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But is anyone ever really
divorced?

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Well...
We had a long

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and happy marriage.

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And an open one.

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'Cause obviously there was Mina.

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Who's Mina?
No one.

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She's not important.

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Ah.

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Siobhán, you're the eldest, yes?

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Yes.

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Well, no, there was Carl
before me, but he...

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died.
Oh, God, I am so sorry.

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And actually,
there was Daryl before Carl.

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Mum's firstborn,
but not with Dad.

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Oh.
We had a situation

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with an impostor.
Let's not get into that now.

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If I hadn't been such
a gullible fool,

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Tom might still be alive now.

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Right.

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Well, we might just say you are
the eldest, just for now.

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And the eldest children,

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they're often the more
responsible ones.

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God, no. I'm a total fuck up.

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Oh.
This is all my fault.

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Ask anyone.

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She's the responsible one.

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Uh, Caroline. Yes, of course.

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You made Tom a grandfather,

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that must have brought him...
great happiness.

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Maybe, uh, I.. .I don't know.

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Uh, your... your fiancé is Rory?
Yes.

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The baby's father.
No, the baby's father's Shane.

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But the baby's name is Peter?

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Eh, not any more.
What is it now?

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Pass.

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Uh, you young man,
you must be Anthony.

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What do you do with yourself?

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I got fired three days ago,
and put dog shit

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in my boss's handbag.

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Oh.

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You know, I... I think I will
take something stronger.

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Just for the day that's in it.

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DOOR BELL RINGS

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Okay. It's starting.

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DRAMATIC MUSIC

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Now? But we haven't...

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Come on, come on, up, up, up.

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People will be coming.

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Did you get the crisps?
Uh, I got everything.

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Uh, bread, booze,
water biscuits.

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Great.
DOOR SLAMS

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Where's the baby?
Napping in my room.

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Uh, old room.

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Monitor's there.
Right.

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Hey.
Hey! Hey.

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Do you want to see him, love?

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Uh... uh, well...

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There's no rush.
He's gonna be dead all day.

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Let's just get these to
the kitchen. Yeah?

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Okay, I've done a roster.
A roster?

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I'm on drinks,
Shiv's on sandwiches,

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Ant's gonna do greetings.

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I can't do this.

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But just open the door
and smile.

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DOOR OPENS
I don't want to do this.

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Ant.
DOOR SLAMS

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Ah, fuck's sake.
Maybe we sh...

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Oh, don't you dare flake out on
me today, Shiv. Okay?

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I need the manpower.
Right, I'm reassigning roles.

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I'll do sandwiches.

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Shiv do drinks.

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Mum can do greetings.

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Greetings?
Drinks? I really...

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Stop arguing and just
get it done.

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We only have a few hours.

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I'll be in the kitchen making
sandwiches.

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FOOTSTEPS RECEDING

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Mum... I'm, I'm so...

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DOOR BELL RINGS
That's me.

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SIGHS
Here we go.

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DOOR OPENS
Oh!

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I'm so, so sorry.

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GUEST: How are you doing?

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QUIET BACKGROUND CHATTER

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BOTTLES CLINKING

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GASPS

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BOTTLES CLINKING, CLANKING

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BACKGROUND CHATTER

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CORK POPS

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GLUGGING

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Your sister sent me up
with more drink.

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Great.

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You knew I was a whiskey man.

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DOOR BELL RINGS

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Are they gonna be out there
all day?

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It's up to them.

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They could, like,
go to the cinema or something.

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We're alright, aren't we?
Yeah. Of course.

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Oh, em... a letter came for you.

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I wasn't sure if it was...
Oh, thanks.

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...important.

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It's just desperate.

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To lose your ex-husband
and son in the same day.

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Beggars belief.

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I wouldn't describe Tom
as my ex-husband.

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Well, I had my doubts about
Daryl from the start.

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Could smell a bad egg the moment
I laid eyes on him.

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Shame other people weren't quite
so perceptive.

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Can I get anyone a drink?

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I'm not drinking. Far too upset.

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I'll just have a sherry.

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PAPER RUSTLING

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DOOR OPENS

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Hey, listen,

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I know there's a lot going on
with Tom

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being dead and everything,

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and this might not be a good...

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I just wanted to say it
in case I forget,

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that I think you're right...

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about moving out of Mum's

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and renting
somewhere of our own.

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And I'm open to it now...

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DRAMATIC MUSIC

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...if you still are.

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Are you?

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SHIV: Would you like a top up?

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WINE POURING

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BERNIE: Jack... you're here.
DOOR CLOSES

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Well, I wanted to support...

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you.
You're so good.

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When you watch a man die in
front of you,

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it changes you, Bernie.

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I don't think I'll ever be
the same again.

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I don't think my work will be
the same again.

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You poor love.

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If there's anything I can do.

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Actually, you couldn't
hand these out, could you?

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Yeah, sure. Uh...
CLEARS THROAT

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where should I...?
There's people in here.

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Sorry for your loss.

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Thanks.

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SOMBRE MUSIC

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JACK: Sandwich?
WOMAN: Please.

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He's a famous artist.

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♪ In the night we sang
to storms ♪

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♪ Before the peace that breaks
at dawn ♪

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♪ How did we doubt
the evening sun? ♪

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♪ We didn't know we were ready ♪

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SOBS

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♪ With the answers at our feet ♪

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WRENCHING SOBS

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♪ Will we break the grounds
beneath? ♪

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♪ What if the dreams were
ours to keep? ♪

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♪ What if the silence said it? ♪

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EXHALES HEAVILY
KNOCKS ON DOOR

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CLATTERING

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Is Tom here today?
No.

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Are you open?

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Sorry.
Shite.

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Dying for a coffee.

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It's the best in Dublin.

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SEAGULLS CRYING

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I could make you a coffee.

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What'd you fancy?

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Latte? Cappuccino? Cortado?
Cortado?

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Yeah. Cool.

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COFFEE GRINDER WHIRRING

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It's okay, it's on Tom.

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SOMBRE MUSIC CONTINUES

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DOOR OPENS
Jesus.

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Shiv.
What?

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We need to talk.

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Okay, look, Caroline,

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I really don't want to be
a flake today,

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but... I don't know how much
longer I can be here.

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The DNA test results came back.

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He's our brother.

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Oh, God. What have we done?

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RORY: Hey.
What?

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Hey, sorry.

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Em, the new owners are wondering

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if they could use the toilet.
The one in the shed.

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No.

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But they need to.
I said no.

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Okay.

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Caroline, we have to tell her.

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We're not telling her today.

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He's her son.
That she basically disowned.

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This will kill her.

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And I'm not organising
two funerals

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by myself this week.

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I organised the coffin.
Exactly.

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Caroline, if we don't tell her
now, it's just more lies.

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So?
So, that is the problem

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with this fucking family.

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You know when dad was
in hospital he...

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Do not bring dad up now.

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It is not the time.

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I just want to be honest.

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I think that ship has sailed.

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CHEEKY MUSIC
Shiv...

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Mum?

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Shiv!

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Stop it!
Mum?

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Well, I suppose there is
some consolation

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to the fact that Daryl or David,

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or whatever he was called,
was a liar.

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I mean, I've lost my house,

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my husband,

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but if he was never my son,

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well, that's one thing I haven't
lost, I suppose, isn't it?

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What?

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Is everyone okay for drinks?

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PEOPLE CHATTERING QUIETLY

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GASPS

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GROANS

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Mm, he looks sensational.

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I still would.

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I'm sorry? And you are?

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Oh, Áine Harrington.
Tom and I were lovers.

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It's such a loss.

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He was such a sensual man.

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SIGHS
Sandwich?

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I don't mind if I do.

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DISCONNECTED LINE TONE

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DIGITAL VOICE: We cannot connect
your call.

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PHONE BUZZES

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EMOTIONAL MUSIC

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TOM: Hi, love.
Eh, sorry about earlier.

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Eh, strange old day.

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Eh, just calling to make sure
you're okay.

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I know, uh...

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sometimes life can be
overwhelming, you know,

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being a parent's certainly
overwhelming at times.

265
00:13:26,519 --> 00:13:27,679
But you can do this.

266
00:13:27,680 --> 00:13:28,918
You're a strong person,

267
00:13:28,919 --> 00:13:30,679
and you're gonna be
an amazing mother.

268
00:13:30,680 --> 00:13:33,838
And that little baby's lucky to
have you.

269
00:13:33,839 --> 00:13:35,719
Remember that.

270
00:13:35,720 --> 00:13:38,399
And yous are both welcome here
any time.

271
00:13:38,400 --> 00:13:39,839
So, remember that too.

272
00:13:41,080 --> 00:13:42,000
Eh, call me back.

273
00:13:48,000 --> 00:13:50,040
SOBBING

274
00:13:51,919 --> 00:13:53,558
EMOTIONAL MUSIC CONTINUES

275
00:13:53,559 --> 00:13:54,800
BACKGROUND CHATTER

276
00:14:10,440 --> 00:14:12,279
Heya.
Hey.

277
00:14:13,440 --> 00:14:14,838
You're here.

278
00:14:14,839 --> 00:14:16,199
How's it going?

279
00:14:17,959 --> 00:14:18,000
Well...

280
00:14:20,239 --> 00:14:23,558
the one loving person in
my life is dead.

281
00:14:23,559 --> 00:14:24,598
But other than that...

282
00:14:24,599 --> 00:14:26,919
Yeah. Pisser.

283
00:14:28,239 --> 00:14:31,238
Listen, love, I know you're in
shock and everything, but...

284
00:14:31,239 --> 00:14:33,440
you've been acting
a bit off lately.

285
00:14:34,480 --> 00:14:36,638
There's nothing going on
is there?

286
00:14:36,639 --> 00:14:39,598
Other than, you know,
the obvious,

287
00:14:39,599 --> 00:14:41,040
that I should know about?

288
00:14:43,120 --> 00:14:44,319
No, not really.

289
00:14:48,239 --> 00:14:51,160
Although, eh, there is...
there is one...

290
00:14:52,400 --> 00:14:54,519
thing I... I probably should
have told you.

291
00:14:55,680 --> 00:14:57,120
SIGHS, CLEARS THROAT
Okay.

292
00:14:57,639 --> 00:14:59,319
I went clubbing...

293
00:15:00,639 --> 00:15:02,519
with Daryl last week and...

294
00:15:05,199 --> 00:15:06,720
I thought about taking a pill.

295
00:15:07,720 --> 00:15:10,159
I just thought maybe it wouldn't
have been a big...

296
00:15:10,160 --> 00:15:11,958
'cause, like, it's not.

297
00:15:11,959 --> 00:15:13,838
It's just a social, you know,

298
00:15:13,839 --> 00:15:15,598
it's not like I'm gonna get
addicted to pills.

299
00:15:15,599 --> 00:15:18,558
Yeah. But it's a slippery slope.

300
00:15:18,559 --> 00:15:20,479
One day it's a pill and next
it's a vodka.

301
00:15:20,480 --> 00:15:23,479
Next you're doing the striptease
on a mini bus to Arklow.

302
00:15:23,480 --> 00:15:25,278
And anyway, once you're off
your tits on that,

303
00:15:25,279 --> 00:15:27,238
then you're not sober,
are you, so?

304
00:15:27,239 --> 00:15:29,639
No. Lucky I didn't then.

305
00:15:30,760 --> 00:15:32,159
UP TEMPO MUSIC

306
00:15:32,160 --> 00:15:33,239
BIRDS CHIRPING

307
00:15:37,199 --> 00:15:38,199
Mina.

308
00:15:39,080 --> 00:15:40,318
Do you want to come in?

309
00:15:40,319 --> 00:15:42,318
I don't think I'm welcome.

310
00:15:42,319 --> 00:15:43,679
Of course you're welcome.

311
00:15:43,680 --> 00:15:46,199
QUIET CHATTER
DOOR CLOSES

312
00:15:49,040 --> 00:15:50,599
What's she doing here?

313
00:15:53,839 --> 00:15:55,558
I don't want that woman
in my house.

314
00:15:55,559 --> 00:15:57,039
Well, firstly,
it's not your house.

315
00:15:57,040 --> 00:15:59,958
Don't get smart.
She's dad's fiancée, Mum.

316
00:15:59,959 --> 00:16:01,318
She's not his fiancée.

317
00:16:01,319 --> 00:16:02,799
She threw his ring back
in his face.

318
00:16:02,800 --> 00:16:05,080
He was waiting for
your blessing.

319
00:16:06,519 --> 00:16:07,999
Mum...

320
00:16:08,000 --> 00:16:09,239
she's lost him too.

321
00:16:13,199 --> 00:16:14,959
WHISPERS: What would
Dad have wanted?

322
00:16:20,480 --> 00:16:21,719
CLEARS THROAT

323
00:16:21,720 --> 00:16:23,238
Sorry, everyone.

324
00:16:23,239 --> 00:16:25,878
Can I ask you to clear the room
for a minute?

325
00:16:25,879 --> 00:16:27,918
I'd like a moment with Tom.

326
00:16:27,919 --> 00:16:29,120
QUIET CHATTER

327
00:16:42,040 --> 00:16:43,160
Not you.

328
00:17:02,160 --> 00:17:03,360
MINA SOBS QUIETLY

329
00:17:08,000 --> 00:17:09,239
SOFT MUSIC

330
00:17:21,160 --> 00:17:23,119
You would've made him
very happy.

331
00:17:26,519 --> 00:17:28,000
I'll give you a moment alone.

332
00:17:36,919 --> 00:17:38,000
DOOR CLOSES

333
00:18:04,519 --> 00:18:05,519
Hey.

334
00:18:06,800 --> 00:18:07,800
Hey.

335
00:18:10,879 --> 00:18:12,160
Uh, these are for you.

336
00:18:13,400 --> 00:18:14,439
Thanks.

337
00:18:14,440 --> 00:18:15,680
I'm sorry for your loss.

338
00:18:19,080 --> 00:18:20,479
And...

339
00:18:20,480 --> 00:18:23,760
I'm sorry for being a massive
fucking dickhead too.

340
00:18:27,160 --> 00:18:28,878
UP TEMPO MUSIC

341
00:18:28,879 --> 00:18:30,040
WINE POURING

342
00:18:35,559 --> 00:18:36,760
MAN CLEARS HIS THROAT

343
00:18:42,800 --> 00:18:43,839
BOTTLES CLINKING

344
00:19:02,639 --> 00:19:03,760
TREES RUSTLING

345
00:19:09,680 --> 00:19:10,760
CORK POPS

346
00:19:14,839 --> 00:19:16,239
JACK: You sure you wanna do that?

347
00:19:21,720 --> 00:19:22,800
Listen, I get it.

348
00:19:24,080 --> 00:19:25,598
You have to be a complete
psychopath

349
00:19:25,599 --> 00:19:27,400
not to want to drink right now.

350
00:19:43,239 --> 00:19:44,360
SIGHS

351
00:19:45,599 --> 00:19:47,720
We've done too many funerals in
this house.

352
00:19:56,959 --> 00:19:58,279
Do you remember Carl's?

353
00:19:59,279 --> 00:20:02,238
We did a load of drugs and had
sex in the bathroom.

354
00:20:02,239 --> 00:20:03,480
Don't remember that.

355
00:20:08,120 --> 00:20:09,400
Wanna do it again?

356
00:20:13,760 --> 00:20:14,000
Sorry. Bad joke.

357
00:20:18,080 --> 00:20:21,039
He had a near death experience,
you know.

358
00:20:21,040 --> 00:20:23,558
Dad, before he actually...

359
00:20:23,559 --> 00:20:24,680
died... he...

360
00:20:26,000 --> 00:20:27,598
he saw the light.

361
00:20:27,599 --> 00:20:28,680
Right.

362
00:20:29,680 --> 00:20:31,040
And heard a voice.

363
00:20:32,319 --> 00:20:33,319
My voice.

364
00:20:35,239 --> 00:20:36,599
Telling him to be honest.

365
00:20:39,599 --> 00:20:42,680
He said it was the thing he
admired most about me.

366
00:20:45,519 --> 00:20:47,638
My honesty.

367
00:20:47,639 --> 00:20:50,479
And do you know what the really
fucked up thing is?

368
00:20:50,480 --> 00:20:52,120
Ever since he said that,

369
00:20:53,400 --> 00:20:55,519
I've done nothing but lie to
everyone.

370
00:20:57,800 --> 00:20:59,440
Didn't even know I was doing it.

371
00:21:02,480 --> 00:21:05,278
That's how truly fucked
I really am.

372
00:21:05,279 --> 00:21:06,559
Mm.

373
00:21:09,199 --> 00:21:11,360
Honesty can be a bit overrated.

374
00:21:13,519 --> 00:21:16,120
I've been honest with a couple
of women in my time.

375
00:21:17,239 --> 00:21:18,639
It did not pay off.

376
00:21:23,279 --> 00:21:24,360
You really hurt me.

377
00:21:26,559 --> 00:21:27,559
I know.

378
00:21:30,919 --> 00:21:32,918
'Cause you really fucking hurt
me too.

379
00:21:32,919 --> 00:21:34,079
Yeah.

380
00:21:34,080 --> 00:21:35,918
But this time I really thought

381
00:21:35,919 --> 00:21:37,120
we had a shot.

382
00:21:38,239 --> 00:21:41,198
That night we spent together
was so connected.

383
00:21:41,199 --> 00:21:42,638
I was on pills, Jack.

384
00:21:42,639 --> 00:21:45,079
Okay, well, there's no need to
knock my experience.

385
00:21:45,080 --> 00:21:47,679
You only ever want me when you
can't have me.

386
00:21:47,680 --> 00:21:49,799
Like, if you're with
someone else

387
00:21:49,800 --> 00:21:52,238
or I'm with someone else, or...

388
00:21:52,239 --> 00:21:53,918
I'm on pills.

389
00:21:53,919 --> 00:21:54,959
That's not true.

390
00:21:56,440 --> 00:21:58,120
There's a thing called love,
Shiv.

391
00:22:00,080 --> 00:22:01,080
Yeah.

392
00:22:03,480 --> 00:22:05,040
I just don't think this is it.

393
00:22:10,559 --> 00:22:13,198
We almost work.
SCOFFS

394
00:22:13,199 --> 00:22:14,599
So does the drink.

395
00:22:18,360 --> 00:22:19,919
That's why I keep going back.

396
00:22:27,800 --> 00:22:29,040
UP TEMPO MUSIC

397
00:22:33,879 --> 00:22:36,360
So, are we going to your studio
or what?

398
00:22:42,360 --> 00:22:43,519
She's a collector.

399
00:22:44,360 --> 00:22:45,598
Right.

400
00:22:45,599 --> 00:22:46,599
CAR DOORS OPEN

401
00:22:48,239 --> 00:22:49,239
You know...

402
00:22:50,360 --> 00:22:52,279
your dad saw you for
who you are.

403
00:22:54,360 --> 00:22:55,680
Not everybody gets that.

404
00:22:56,800 --> 00:22:58,638
See you around.

405
00:22:58,639 --> 00:22:59,878
See ya.

406
00:22:59,879 --> 00:23:00,999
CAR DOOR CLOSES

407
00:23:01,000 --> 00:23:02,000
CAR ENGINE STARTS

408
00:23:27,680 --> 00:23:28,759
GLASS CLINKS, SHATTERS

409
00:23:28,760 --> 00:23:29,879
WOMAN SINGING

410
00:23:31,120 --> 00:23:33,679
Where've you been?
I'm telling Mum about Daryl.

411
00:23:33,680 --> 00:23:34,719
What?
What?

412
00:23:34,720 --> 00:23:35,800
What about Daryl?

413
00:23:37,239 --> 00:23:39,238
Shiv!
SINGING CONTINUES

414
00:23:39,239 --> 00:23:40,719
Mum...

415
00:23:40,720 --> 00:23:44,278
there's something I need to...
sorry, Rita.

416
00:23:44,279 --> 00:23:45,638
Shiv, please don't do this.

417
00:23:45,639 --> 00:23:46,918
We're almost at the end
of the day.

418
00:23:46,919 --> 00:23:48,598
What's going on?
Mum, there's something

419
00:23:48,599 --> 00:23:50,719
I need to tell you.
And it's not easy and it's,

420
00:23:50,720 --> 00:23:52,518
it's not the right time,

421
00:23:52,519 --> 00:23:54,799
but I have to say it because
I have to be honest.

422
00:23:54,800 --> 00:23:57,198
Because this family have told so
many lies,

423
00:23:57,199 --> 00:23:58,999
and I don't want to be a part of
that any more.

424
00:23:59,000 --> 00:24:00,399
So, I'm just gonna come out
and say it.

425
00:24:00,400 --> 00:24:03,679
I'm just gonna say it whatever
the consequences, okay?

426
00:24:03,680 --> 00:24:05,279
BREATHING HEAVILY

427
00:24:07,279 --> 00:24:08,879
You were a terrible mother.

428
00:24:09,800 --> 00:24:11,679
Shiv!
Oh, dear God.

429
00:24:11,680 --> 00:24:13,039
And it's not because you didn't
feed me,

430
00:24:13,040 --> 00:24:14,918
and it's not because you didn't
clothe me,

431
00:24:14,919 --> 00:24:16,598
and it's not because you didn't
love me,

432
00:24:16,599 --> 00:24:18,120
because I know you love me.

433
00:24:19,080 --> 00:24:21,519
But I have never felt that you
liked me.

434
00:24:23,959 --> 00:24:26,518
And I know... you think
I killed Dad.

435
00:24:26,519 --> 00:24:28,159
What?
And I'm not saying that you...

436
00:24:28,160 --> 00:24:29,839
I don't think you killed Tom.

437
00:24:31,599 --> 00:24:33,679
I think I probably killed him.

438
00:24:33,680 --> 00:24:35,719
Actually, I've... been wondering
if maybe

439
00:24:35,720 --> 00:24:37,598
we all... kind of killed him.

440
00:24:37,599 --> 00:24:40,479
Oh, Jesus Christ. Ventricular
fibrillation killed him, okay?

441
00:24:40,480 --> 00:24:41,598
It's a medical condition.

442
00:24:41,599 --> 00:24:43,238
There's nothing any of us could
have done.

443
00:24:43,239 --> 00:24:45,918
Okay. Well, even if you think I,
I didn't actually kill him,

444
00:24:45,919 --> 00:24:47,958
I... I know you think I...

445
00:24:47,959 --> 00:24:51,238
made his life more difficult,
all our lives, don't you?

446
00:24:51,239 --> 00:24:53,198
Oh, for God's sake, Shiv.

447
00:24:53,199 --> 00:24:55,399
You really pick your moments.

448
00:24:55,400 --> 00:24:57,359
I've tried so hard to make it up
to you,

449
00:24:57,360 --> 00:24:59,039
and it's never good enough.

450
00:24:59,040 --> 00:25:01,598
I'm so tired of trying and...
and trying

451
00:25:01,599 --> 00:25:03,799
and never being able
to take my eyes off myself,

452
00:25:03,800 --> 00:25:07,558
or trust myself, or just let go.

453
00:25:07,559 --> 00:25:09,119
'Cause if I do, God knows

454
00:25:09,120 --> 00:25:10,638
how I'm gonna fuck things up.

455
00:25:10,639 --> 00:25:12,318
And I know you're standing there

456
00:25:12,319 --> 00:25:13,878
looking at me
and you think the same,

457
00:25:13,879 --> 00:25:16,159
and it makes me so fucking
angry, Bernie,

458
00:25:16,160 --> 00:25:17,638
Bernie, the way you judge me.
The way...

459
00:25:17,639 --> 00:25:20,160
What do you want from me here,
Shiv?

460
00:25:22,319 --> 00:25:24,278
To say that you're right?

461
00:25:24,279 --> 00:25:27,039
That you did make our lives
more difficult?

462
00:25:27,040 --> 00:25:29,439
That I do find it hard to
like you?

463
00:25:29,440 --> 00:25:32,759
That every time I look at you,
I see myself,

464
00:25:32,760 --> 00:25:35,878
and the 18-year-old girl who got
herself pregnant and...

465
00:25:35,879 --> 00:25:37,480
fucked up all her chances?

466
00:25:39,160 --> 00:25:42,000
Fine. You're right.

467
00:25:44,639 --> 00:25:45,639
Happy?

468
00:25:54,120 --> 00:25:55,120
SIGHS

469
00:25:56,400 --> 00:25:58,399
I see you standing there with
that drink in your hand.

470
00:25:58,400 --> 00:26:00,359
And it's everything I never
wanna be.

471
00:26:00,360 --> 00:26:02,799
Well, maybe I didn't want to be
it either.

472
00:26:02,800 --> 00:26:05,238
Maybe if life had gone
the way I wanted,

473
00:26:05,239 --> 00:26:07,558
I wouldn't have lost two sons.

474
00:26:07,559 --> 00:26:09,439
Maybe I wouldn't have gotten
married.

475
00:26:09,440 --> 00:26:11,039
Maybe I wouldn't have bought
this house.

476
00:26:11,040 --> 00:26:13,440
And maybe I would've travelled
the fucking world.

477
00:26:14,639 --> 00:26:17,518
And maybe I wouldn't have had
any bloody kids at all.

478
00:26:17,519 --> 00:26:18,800
Bit harsh.

479
00:26:19,599 --> 00:26:22,558
The only person who ever
accepted me is... is gone.

480
00:26:22,559 --> 00:26:25,359
The only person who ever
accepted me is gone too.

481
00:26:25,360 --> 00:26:28,400
The only person who was ever
there for me is gone.

482
00:26:30,160 --> 00:26:31,638
So...

483
00:26:31,639 --> 00:26:33,719
we're all on our own,

484
00:26:33,720 --> 00:26:35,519
and we all have to live with it.

485
00:26:37,440 --> 00:26:38,800
That's just the way it is.

486
00:26:40,120 --> 00:26:41,800
So, grow up.

487
00:26:47,599 --> 00:26:49,679
Eh, I'm so sorry to interrupt.

488
00:26:49,680 --> 00:26:51,359
This is all...

489
00:26:51,360 --> 00:26:54,159
very intense.

490
00:26:54,160 --> 00:26:56,759
But the undertakers are here.

491
00:26:56,760 --> 00:26:59,878
Let's give the family
some privacy.

492
00:26:59,879 --> 00:27:01,518
Is that wise?

493
00:27:01,519 --> 00:27:03,120
They might kill each other.

494
00:27:05,519 --> 00:27:06,000
MOURNFUL MUSIC

495
00:27:36,879 --> 00:27:38,440
STIFLING SOBS

496
00:27:44,400 --> 00:27:45,760
No, no.

497
00:27:47,080 --> 00:27:48,559
Please don't take him, I'm...

498
00:27:50,959 --> 00:27:53,238
Shiv.
I'm not ready.

499
00:27:53,239 --> 00:27:54,759
I'm not ready.

500
00:27:54,760 --> 00:27:57,079
Shiv.
I can't do this.

501
00:27:57,080 --> 00:27:59,119
I can't.
Shiv.

502
00:27:59,120 --> 00:28:01,759
I'm not ready, I'm not ready
to say goodbye.

503
00:28:01,760 --> 00:28:02,919
WAILING

504
00:28:11,120 --> 00:28:12,199
Shiv.

505
00:28:14,120 --> 00:28:15,198
Shiv...

506
00:28:15,199 --> 00:28:17,518
No, no. Let go.

507
00:28:17,519 --> 00:28:19,199
SHIV WAILING
You can let go.

508
00:28:20,199 --> 00:28:21,360
I got you.

509
00:28:29,120 --> 00:28:32,159
I'm sorry you got left
with the shit parent.

510
00:28:32,160 --> 00:28:33,439
ANT: Mum...

511
00:28:33,440 --> 00:28:35,119
Oh, let's not kid ourselves.

512
00:28:35,120 --> 00:28:36,199
You did.

513
00:28:41,559 --> 00:28:44,559
But I'm here,
and I'm your mother.

514
00:28:46,120 --> 00:28:47,120
SNIFFS LOUDLY

515
00:28:48,279 --> 00:28:49,680
And you're not on your own.

516
00:28:56,239 --> 00:28:58,879
We have to be Tom for
each other now.

517
00:29:00,919 --> 00:29:02,120
SHIV SNIFFS

518
00:29:03,199 --> 00:29:04,879
So...
SOMBRE MUSIC

519
00:29:06,040 --> 00:29:07,680
we have to let him go.

520
00:29:13,239 --> 00:29:17,720
♪ In the night we sang
to storms ♪

521
00:29:21,199 --> 00:29:25,120
♪ Before the peace that
breaks the dawn ♪

522
00:29:28,919 --> 00:29:33,400
♪ How did we doubt
the evening sun? ♪

523
00:29:36,959 --> 00:29:40,120
♪ We didn't know e were ready ♪

524
00:29:43,480 --> 00:29:45,359
SOBBING

525
00:29:45,360 --> 00:29:53,479
♪ With the answers at our feet ♪

526
00:29:53,480 --> 00:30:00,958
♪ Will we break the grounds
beneath? ♪

527
00:30:00,959 --> 00:30:09,238
♪ What if the dreams were
ours to keep? ♪

528
00:30:09,239 --> 00:30:16,080
♪ What if the silence said it? ♪

529
00:30:17,080 --> 00:30:20,160
♪ We didn't know we were ready ♪

530
00:30:21,080 --> 00:30:23,720
♪ We didn't know we were ready ♪

531
00:30:24,919 --> 00:30:31,720
♪ What if the silence said it? ♪

532
00:30:32,919 --> 00:30:36,319
♪ We didn't know we were ready ♪

533
00:30:42,959 --> 00:30:44,719
I'm sorry.

534
00:30:44,720 --> 00:30:46,359
We're going to take back
the house now,

535
00:30:46,360 --> 00:30:47,799
if that's okay.

536
00:30:47,800 --> 00:30:50,958
My husband absolutely is dying
to use the loo.

537
00:30:50,959 --> 00:30:52,120
Irritable bowel.

538
00:30:56,480 --> 00:30:58,440
Thank you for letting us
have this.

539
00:30:59,639 --> 00:31:01,399
It means a lot.

540
00:31:01,400 --> 00:31:02,518
You're welcome.

541
00:31:02,519 --> 00:31:05,359
Eh, they will be needing
their keys back.

542
00:31:05,360 --> 00:31:07,079
Oh.
KEYS JANGLE

543
00:31:07,080 --> 00:31:08,719
Everyone's keys.

544
00:31:08,720 --> 00:31:09,720
Yeah.

545
00:31:21,519 --> 00:31:25,120
We will be changing the locks,
but.. . just in case.

546
00:31:37,040 --> 00:31:38,599
I'll see you tomorrow.
Yeah.

547
00:31:44,639 --> 00:31:45,720
DOOR LOCKS

548
00:31:47,959 --> 00:31:49,440
BABY FUSSING

549
00:31:51,680 --> 00:31:54,000
Doesn't even feel like our house
any more anyway.

550
00:31:55,360 --> 00:31:56,440
No.

551
00:32:05,680 --> 00:32:06,680
What's that?

552
00:32:07,800 --> 00:32:08,800
Oh.

553
00:32:14,639 --> 00:32:15,959
It's addressed to us.

554
00:32:18,279 --> 00:32:19,999
It's...

555
00:32:20,000 --> 00:32:21,838
it's from Australia.

556
00:32:21,839 --> 00:32:22,958
What?

557
00:32:22,959 --> 00:32:24,878
Vine Creek.

558
00:32:24,879 --> 00:32:26,759
Wasn't that the name of
Daryl's vineyard?

559
00:32:26,760 --> 00:32:28,598
Oh, my God, you forgot to tell her.

560
00:32:28,599 --> 00:32:31,479
You made that big fucking speech
and you never told her.

561
00:32:31,480 --> 00:32:33,159
Told me what?

562
00:32:33,160 --> 00:32:34,440
Is it about Daryl?

563
00:32:35,559 --> 00:32:38,279
The... the DNA test results came
back.

564
00:32:40,360 --> 00:32:41,638
Daryl is your son.

565
00:32:41,639 --> 00:32:42,918
GASPS

566
00:32:42,919 --> 00:32:44,400
Oh, my God.

567
00:32:46,120 --> 00:32:47,799
So, everything he said was true?

568
00:32:47,800 --> 00:32:49,518
No, not at all, the...

569
00:32:49,519 --> 00:32:51,679
Although that does seem to be
his vineyard, which is...

570
00:32:51,680 --> 00:32:54,479
Cool. I always knew he was a
fucking legend.

571
00:32:54,480 --> 00:32:56,679
Well, where is he now?

572
00:32:56,680 --> 00:32:57,918
We don't know.

573
00:32:57,919 --> 00:32:59,479
Well, can we phone him?

574
00:32:59,480 --> 00:33:01,558
He's blocked us.

575
00:33:01,559 --> 00:33:02,719
Blocked us?

576
00:33:02,720 --> 00:33:04,558
He's probably back in Australia.

577
00:33:04,559 --> 00:33:06,278
Well, then we have to go to
Australia.

578
00:33:06,279 --> 00:33:08,598
UPLIFTING MUSIC
We have a funeral.

579
00:33:08,599 --> 00:33:10,318
Why would he block us?

580
00:33:10,319 --> 00:33:11,838
Because he hates us.

581
00:33:11,839 --> 00:33:13,079
He doesn't hate us.

582
00:33:13,080 --> 00:33:14,958
We're his family.

583
00:33:14,959 --> 00:33:17,878
He just hasn't learnt to love us
yet.

584
00:33:17,879 --> 00:33:19,879
"Daughter" by Loudon Wainwright III